Emotions are a tricky thing

It's funny sometimes how the most simple things are the most satisfying. I just got done giving my horse a bath at the barn and Im sitting in the car passenger seat, door leaning open, barefoot with my feet resting on the dash. The day is sweltering but just the slightest breeze rustles the loose strands of my hair across my face and makes the atmosphere serene and tolerable. I read a library book while my mom chit chats with the other barn moms and for this one still moment I feel right. Everything feels in place and imperfectly perfect. I think this feeling is natural and it comes from a place that is completely my own. When the tides turn and the emotions seem uncontrollable I often question if they are really my feelings at all. But this, this moment of peace and contentment is completely me.